《好的生活，没有那么贵》

图说：不是最好的时光里有你们在，而是你们在，我才有了最好的时光。

今天自己一个人在书店逛的时候，无意中看到一本标题很吸引我的书。
《好的生活，没有那么贵》
然后又很迟钝地到了现在才看了《初恋这件小事》。
结果，自己竟忽然之间有了满满的感触。(TAT)

我也说不上来那是个什么样的感触。
但是，就突然很怀念很怀念很多以前琐琐碎碎的大小事情。
深深感受着身边所有的人、事、物的渐变。

虽然这样的感受也不是现在才有的。
这次却那么的浓烈。

我以为我已经不再那么轻易感触于很多事情，
以为已经适应了那或多或少的冷漠和冷静。

那种感觉很懊恼。

《好的生活，没有那么贵》书本内容是什么，我根本不清楚。
但这句话，我站在那里看了它许久。琢磨着...

很多情绪上的点是解释不清的。
我表达不了。却还是很懊恼。

懊恼，自己的矛盾。
懊恼，心境的转变。
懊恼-懊恼-懊恼.......

我思索着，或许很多事情没有我想像中的好，
但也不如我想像中的那么坏。

几米说，
没有人能一路单纯到底，但要记住，别忘了最初的自己。


记住了。

Nothing but random.

I'm afraid I can't explain myself, you see, because I'm not myself, you know. 
–Alice (Alice in Wonderland)




*Which expression to put on it?* 
O______O
yea yea.
Instead of words, I found another way to express. 
good or bad. 


SOOOOOOO....being Dreamy or Fairy Tales are not for adults?
is that so? 
HMMMMMMMMM.... *giggles* 

新年要快乐噢！

小时候的新年对我来说，就是很多很多的红包跟吃不完的零食。
那时侯，这些都是足以让我幸福的事情。

年龄越长以后，新年时分不再那么浓烈地拥有小时候的那种感觉。
但是，却总是期待着回家跟家人聚在一起的感觉。
只要大家能够在平平安安、开开心心的一起就已经是最幸福的事情！

喜欢这样的感觉。
希望大家都一样一直幸福快乐的。

:)

祝大家都平安、顺利。

新年快乐！！

新的一年该更努力了。

"HOME is the warmest shelter! "
It's a BEAR HUG for me.
I'm Blessed.
I'm grateful for that.
Thanks...

安.静

这世上有太多太多存有偏见的人们。
反正不管做什么，你都会听见不同的声音。

那倒不如假装听不见。
真心的意见，紧紧收着。
凑热闹的讨论就不必了。


sometimes changes doesn't mean to be the bad one.
Maybe, there're for the better.

do not judge.
人很多时候，都是矛盾的。
无需原因。

ll时间管理ll 幸福学

从来都没有什么时间概念。
说改，最后只是在原地里转圈。

只能说，真是字字刺入我心头啊。
缺点都被看穿了。
同时，有些想法也被认同了。

是时候，检讨一下。
并且继续坚持那些我本来想的话。



T__T

事情多的时候心乱，表示时间理念差。

我乱了！！

ll2011-->2012ll notes ♥

Dear Diaries,

Finally I'm back to you again.

Life has been so busy that I can't get to express my feelings in the recent in this lil' space of mine.

My time management suck a lot, so I always complained "I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME AHH!!",and therefore I'm naive enough to buy myself a book, hoping that I can learn something from the book? or probably hoping the words would be powerful enough to change my bad habits I guess. *possible?*

It's sounds like I'm pushing my own business to others huh. epic phail!-_- 

I still love reading books.

At least I find some peace in there.

To be sitting or lying down alone, biting my own favourite kind of books and fictions.

so I think sometimes books can really be a good friend to me. ( Of course, Text books and lecture notes are  excluded excluded excluded!!! )

. . . . . . 

... so how's life in the recent?

I would say. Life continues its complications to some, and thus I've been an onlooker.

not much comments, not much saying, remaining almost silent.

I guess some of the things are not for us to judge or meddle in.

...and and and...my life is suck with FYP and assignments. :(

After all, I had a Christmas which I don't intended to plan that way at first.

I guess things have been so full of uncertainties huh. (altho sometimes surprises)

It was supposed to be a celebration with a huge gang, ended up everyone's not free lol.

So it turned out to be a very different way in the end.

We were supposed to have a dinner date together. 

It was a super duper late celebration with him as I went to perform in a wedding show.

The show ended superrrrr lateeee than we expected.. so our dinner gone just like that.We already booked for reservation man!I was sooo excited about the date at first man! (T3T) *cry no tears*

Anyway, at least we had Xmas turkey meals in the end! *jump* 

Urgh I dunno why Xmas seems to be another valentine to couples nyahahaha. It wasn't suppose to be like that isn't..? O.o 

And...I got the second handmade card from you!

It means a lot to me thanks! gonna appreciate it a lot a lot! ;)

No matter how, I'm grateful enough for everything I have right here right now. :)

Looking back at my own wishlist, I know every year I'm getting closer to each of it.

That's a great news to me!

Of course, except one or two bad habits which are still entangled me a lot. lol. -_-

I learned that. 

when you gained something, you're gonna lost something. too. 

thus, small and big decisions going on and on.

I may not be the best. But I tried to do my best.

I know there are a lot of them out there who are better than me.

So, I appreciate all these chances that I get to do something I really love and enjoy. 

A full band performance is simply an awesome thingi to me. and I'm glad that I can be part of it.

There's rumours about the end of the world 2012. I dunno whether it's real not. But I hope it's not of course!There are too many things undone targets of mine to be fulfilled until I grow old. hiak hiak!
Before 2011 ends, I hope that the dream of mine will come true soonnnn... :)
may the happiness always follow my papa mama the whole family!
huat arr!

Have a great brand new year ahead peeps! ;) 

So It's like a must to write some notes in the end of a year ♥

Draw yourself a wishlist. ♥

Draw yourself a wishlist.
After times, you'll realize wishes in your wishlist turns into reality one by one.
That's true and awesome!
You need to try this.
Now, Jot it down.
and then put it at somewhere you can see it everyday! *probably on your wall? (:*

Then, motivations of yours will make your wishes come true one by one.

Becuz if you don't. That's means you're not even dare to think about it.
so how can you expect your target to be achieved.

this is not stupid at all. becuz even David Bach  teaches you to do this way.
:)

at least, it works well for me. 

P.S. I Love You ♥

I got this books of box set during last year Christmas. It's a series of books by Cecelia Ahern. And "P.S. I Love You" was the first book I read from there. Yea, I'm slow, as always. I know guys would always mark "Twilight" or some movies like this as typical girls movie. Yea, I'm that typical kind of girl then, I guess. I'm always into some old school vintage shits. I just can't help with it. :)

It's been some time since I finished reading the book. And however, the movie just reminds of me some sweet sadden scenes in there. I love it! It's beautiful, excessively sentimental and sweet. When I watched it, it reminds of me my loved ones, everyone of them. Like I can imagine how much it hurts to lose one you love, just like Holly did. *Okay. Maybe I'm being too sentimental that it disgusts you. =.= * #facepalm lol. But I really love both of the book and movie honestly.

Pick up this book if you haven't alright?lol :)




“what a luxury it was for people to hold their loved ones whenever they wanted” 
― Cecelia Ahern, P.S. I Love You 



- photo by lomo smena 8m

I'm in a bright December mood! ♥

HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!


Guys, have you plan for your X'mas party yet? :)
It's gonna be my last year of chance celebrating X'mas with a bunch of besties!
So I think I'm gonna cherish it a lot. *I just can't wait for it*
and and and...Finally, my wish is granted. This year I got a small X'mas tree from dar'!
It's sweet cuz we picked the tree, accessories and then we DIY and deco together!
It's now being placed on my table. just beside me aww! ♥

Everytime when I'm tired of reading my notes, it brightens up my mood! *it's exam period now u know :'(*


X'mas is a warm festive!
I think it's gonna be a great one this year! :)

I'm in a bright December mood! 
o(♥~♥)o

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head..♥

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'


So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'


But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me


Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me




It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me


Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me ♥

Stick.stick.stick to ma plan! ♥

我不觉得人的心智成熟是越来越包容，什么都可以接受。相反，我觉得那应该是一个逐渐剔除的过程，知道自己最重要的是什么，知道不重要的东西是什么。而后，做一个纯简的人。


Anyhow, I just wanna stick to my plan.


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